Filthy inside

Umm sitting in my college net lab right now acting as the operator, just finished a boring lecture that made me yawning till death. I wanted to concentrate on it and pay the minimum magnitude of decent attention to the Doc. but it simply didn’t work out! I was justlike some of my section’s colleagues with eyes wide open and brains fully turned off.

Hey, intellectual kid, your performance that day was awesome and impressive. Therefore, bravo for that! There is no need to say “keep going!” cause you gonna do it.
Actually, you are playing on the strings of the guitar as if you are doing this on anyone’s veins (Ok, may be I’m just exaggerating), but you motivated something inside me with your playing.
Perhaps I should get a guitar to burst the sensations of wrecked soul, but I’m too lazy to do so, besides, I’m saving money to buy a new DVD reader driver.

Kid! By the way, enjoy your Microsoft frontpage project with “the prosperity chick”!!!!


Ok, Émigré! I’m tri-x rated boy!
Feel happy now?! You may wonder why that caesar don’t post any political shit in his cold blog?? Well, it is as simple as that; I can’t whoop anymore by the name of things like occupation, terriorism, corrupted government, constitution, sunni & shia, Saddam or even Al’aima bridge. Not b/cuz that I don’t giva shit or feeling indifferent as Haneen mentioned, but I just had fucken enough of what um watching and seeing day after day (btw, I hear now some heavy gunshots outside whilst I’m typing this posting).
I mean, it isn’t enough watching this pain in every place we stepped on?
Do we need to wage more of fury, anger and grudge to smash what left of a lost hope?!!
Must we widen the gap between us because of infertile conversations and speeches:
- well, I would say YES to the constitution’s refrrendum cause it is the best for Iraq’s benefit!
- What?? NO is my only word to this mockery!!!
- I bet that you are Sunni! Do you want Alzarqawi to kill more innocents?
- And do you think that blessed paper will tear him up?!!
- Of course, it will! Just you sunnis accept it and the situation will be settled down! Can’t you stop the destruction!
- Oh yea!! At least, we sunnis don’t led blindly by a word of “Ayotall…
Aferwards, word from here another from there and curse up curse down soon it was a big fight between these two citizens!

Why is that, huh?
About what these two Kia mini-bus passengers quarrelled for? Is it really Iraq’s benefit? Do we really care about Iraq; the soul?
Why we swap the accusations to each other; “you support terrorism, you support US armed forces, you are Baath loyalists, you are Iran ass-kissers,……..etc).
Can we talk about other topics like sex? Or just thinking about that makes you XXX freak?!!!

And Jarrar, if you have a problem with me you can discuss it with me directly. Just don’t panic! I don’t sting or bite anyway!
C’mon, you know what I’m talking about cuz Anarki13 transmitted your message to me.
It is the fact that you all are maltese and um just a psycho centerpiece!!

But I’m not pissed off cause you know why; last Monday at 10:20 pm, I was completing the final touches on my Electonic circuits lab report when my cellular buzzed showing a new number. At first, I didn’t pick it up cause I thought it would be another missedcall from those childish-minded mates I have, but the nokia tune continued playing so I decided to know who is that faggot!
And to my surprise, it was my cousin who lives in Rumadi!!!
I was delighted to hear from him all about our grandfamily news, the situation there, his study and the most imporatnt thing was my girl’s news.
I asked him about her; if she had received my two letters and if she did why she didn’t reply’em.
My cousin answered all these questions saying: “ well, listen Ali! she is sending you her greetings with love and to tell you that she is angry that you didn’t come recently to visit. And what concerning your letters she kept them by heart and she couldn’t reply cause (I’d rather prefer not to reveal the reasons)
Finally some good news!

YAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!